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i can't even title this entry.

sometimes i feel like i can do it.


and then sometimes i can't.

the feeling of accomplishment and success within reach becomes out of reach so quickly i can't even begin to comprehend why i even feel some things possible in the first place. it stays only for a moment and then vanishes. and that moment of feeling like i could do something, vanishes with it.

some people could do a lot of things, but not well..maybe even horribly. but they do them, right?

why can't i stand up and just do something horribly then, just to say i did it?

hmmm...

because i'd rather do one thing to top anything and anyone who's ever done it instead of doing stupid little things and not doing anything but making a fool out of myself?

but will i ever find that one thing i can do better than anyone else?
IS there that one thing...?

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